If I could, but I know I will, I will the whole world for their thinking of system. I wish I've never been to school for cramming, I wish I could've gone to a school where I could practically do the things that I was interested in. I wish somebody would have told me that the things that I am reading in tedious way can also be learnt in very funny.                               But I also believe that it is never too late to do something that is right and pleasing. So I still change my thinking, I challenge everyone to change me. I am still confused what I want to be, very confused so confused that I do every thing that comes in my mind even for a second. I do this so I could compare which thing I can do better than other or which thing I could do longer than other things. But all I found is chaos, chaos in my thinking, in my capacity of learning and desiring. I learn things a little late but when I do I attac...

Just when everything started looking fine, the phone rings.. [Build a story]... I was on my daily routine, woke up and get my emails, and tea, Even in this internet era we Indians never leave newspaper, its in our blood. :P I went outside to grab the newspaper, when I reach to the door, I heard a dog barking, I got confused and thinking about if i had a dog, after 10 seconds I realized It was my phone ringing, but what was my phone doing on the door, The door wasn't lock, And as I opened the door, it was blank, Nobody was there in that colony. And nobody means No 'Body'. I was totally shocked, I checked in my room, and my room partner was also missing.                                              But then I saw a note on wall, I guess my friend left that for me, It was written that he will leave on 5 o'clock to his home today. That gave me a moment of relaxant, t...

I was thinking of being around the world. And in my mind actually I did it really quick. When you think of places you want to see you keep imaging so many places. But when someone ask you that he can take you to whatever place you want to see, you run out of names so quickly. I mean I did. I never even been out of Uttar Pradesh border, but I want to see the world, Its my wish. By using technology of today we can see lots of pics of world's places. But that doesn't give you the feeling you want. I have heard about VR technology. Those who are not familiar with this tech. let me explain that VR stands for Virtual Reality. This technology creates a virtual image in front of your eyes, so that you could see that like real one. So technology is making the world a better place. I have read a poem in my schools, in that poem the poet had described that humans are like a child and earth is like a child bed, as the child become older, the bed becomes small for him. So does earth, its...

Now I am having a little business experiences with my father. I didn't like it before, but now as I am learning it I began to like it a little. Still I want to do it in my way. But I don't have any team or big investment, so I am with my father helping him to grow his business. Its good , Now I know what Form 49 and Form 38 stand for. And By testing a slice of business, I have learnt a lot of things.                    Today I went to a transporting company for receiving our material. It was transformers. And we had ordered it from Bangalore. And today my father took me also to the transport. It is the specialty of my father. Even when he knew very clearly that I hadn't did the work ever in my life, he still choose me to finish the work. Let me tell you a story of my life. It was season of rain. And my father had to deposit a payment to a party. He did not have money that time, so he asked three people to lend money from them. So all o...

 Everybody in the world is much concerned about ups and down in life. I have also seen that kind of ups and down. Sometimes life just show us so many bad days in a row. Sometimes it alternate with good and bad. It happens so quickly, so we cannot analyze which one was good or which one was bad. But most of time I think we should just let it go. I want to share one of my experiences to you all.             In the night of that day- My Nani, Nani, and Mama were waiting for me to come. When I reached no one said anything. When we were on our night meal, my Nana began to shout on me because of cricket. He was cursing my father and mother for letting me stop my studies and play cricket. I was about to cry, but when I realized tears in my eyes I went into the wash room , I wiped my eyes and I when I came back in room I grabbed my bed as quick as possible and then I just buried my face into pillow. Hopefully no one has noticed that I was not weeping....

Morning pic of my place( Anpara) Sometimes you don't need any great reason to put a smile on your face. It's just a good day. When morning began with some of unexpected great weather, and when you accidentally woke up little earlier than others, and walk up to terrace, then you see a beautiful view of the sky. These things automatically refresh your mind. Now I can understand why our ancestors used to stay in touch with nature. It also keeps your mind steady and powerful, so that you could concentrate on any particular task you have in your mind to do. It great , today I've tried it, but I don't think I'll be able to do it for more days. I would be happy if I could do it even once in a week .;)                                       Well I know that I am a lazy one but sometimes its good to be what you are. Either you embrace what you have or try to change it. I don't want to resist my sl...

I like people laughing. I like people smiling. I like everyone around me to stay happy. It bothers me most of time when I see anyone struggling with their fate. Usually its hard to keep everyone happy. But It is possible to keep them satisfied. satisfy every one by truth and right that's what I think is an easy task to do.                      It become easy to stay happy when you attach your happiness with others. Then not only you , but everyone around you will help you to keep you happy, cause they will work for keeping themselves happy. World would have a better place without jealousy , money , greed . We all know this still we are unable to detach ourselves with these things. Anyway never stop hoping. Cause that is the only tool we got to face uncertainty of world. We all knows that money is not going to help us fighting with our future problems. May be for a while money will work , but later we need people to help us. Its ne...

I like to write, because I like to think, when I think I like to express, But I don't have that much friend who listen. So this is the way I like to express myself, by writing what I think. So in this case its hard to remember what I want to think. Its easy to create image in your mind, But I found it very hard to express it in words.                 I recently have a book names "Perks of being a wallflower". To tell you truth , I didn't know the meaning of wallflower. But still I started reading it. And after reading 20 pages I searched what wallflower means. Actually it belong to those people who don't express themselves in front of society. These kind of people become a flower on wall when they attend a party. They like to enjoy by seeing the things not by doing themselves. They know every bad things and good things still they become unknown to others. They walk somewhere else and stay somewhere else. Very very interesting and mysterious pe...