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Wallflower's Diary

I like to write, because I like to think, when I think I like to express, But I don't have that much friend who listen. So this is the way I like to express myself, by writing what I think. So in this case its hard to remember what I want to think. Its easy to create image in your mind, But I found it very hard to express it in words.
                I recently have a book names "Perks of being a wallflower". To tell you truth , I didn't know the meaning of wallflower. But still I started reading it. And after reading 20 pages I searched what wallflower means. Actually it belong to those people who don't express themselves in front of society. These kind of people become a flower on wall when they attend a party. They like to enjoy by seeing the things not by doing themselves. They know every bad things and good things still they become unknown to others. They walk somewhere else and stay somewhere else. Very very interesting and mysterious people. I know that much because I found some of these qualities in myself. I won't tell you which one's but yeah there are some.
                                       If you haven't read that book, then let me tell you story in short. This story is about a boy in high school, because of somethings that happened to him in his childhood, that's why became that way. But becoming that way also gave him some special qualities. He had very few friends, but they were enough to make him happy. He loves his friends. And for their happiness he did some sacrifices also. Those sacrifices also bring some trouble to him , but he handle them anyway. In the end he himself bring some conclusion of his first year in high school. That if we blame others for our condition, then we won't be able to solve those problems. We should find a solution plan not an escape plan. He also gave an example of a drunk father. That drunk father had two son, one was very good in studies and never touched the bottle of alcohol. Where on the other side the second son was like his father he used to have lots of alcohol. The first one became something in life and second one was depressed. When they both have been asked why they have became that way. The first boy answered that he never wanted to become like his father. They way his father survived in his whole , he don't want to be that. On the other side, the second boy said that he learnt all because of his father, and because of his father he became that way.  So this story brings a conclusion that we cannot control where we came from, but we can choose where we go from. That's the way life should be. We all have someways, we all have our own options, we can select whether we want to blame or we gonna change. Whether we let life push us, or we are going to push life where we want to.
                        That was all from the book. It took me approx 4 or 5 hours to read 120 pages. I don't count that as a bad speed although. Reading book is my favorite thing when I don't find a solution. And writing is my favorite thing when I actually find a solution. I am gonna write some more lines in my other blog about this wallflower thing inside me and this also can be inside everyone. You can search within you. Till then GOOD BYE

NITIN TIWARI
   

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