Hi guise, I am little bit confused between clever and good. I have experience of coming last , not like that. I am not a looser , but in some ways yes. When I used to get good ranks in my school, I used to think that I am the cleverest guy on the earth( Not earth but earth of my own life). But later when i was twelve cricket attracted me. And when i started performing nice on ground. I thought that I should play cricket cause I am good in it , and I enjoy it a lot. I was distracted from the studies , I lost my rank but still I was in top three.
Turning POINT
At 15 when I was in high school I dropped out and went Lucknow for joining a cricket academy. After spending three months I got the feel like a frog came out from his well and first time ever watching the ocean. By watching that there are so many nice batsman than me , I become little scared. My friends used to call me very nice and good one, they said that I am actually a very nice batsman but still didn't know why I got fail while performing in match. My coach was very impressed with me in practice session, he used to send me to open the account of team. I start well but end terribly.
After 4 years fight I gave up on cricket. Now I had no way to walk neither cricket nor studies. I was good in both still I finished last in both them. My friends from my school are now in Btech. college, and cricket friends are playing some cricket in some goddamn clubs. I am here staying in my father's shop, writing this blog to make others understand my feelings.
In shop I have given lots of good without taking money from them, They request me that they have some problem and they'll pay later, i believed them and now I am running behind them for getting my money back. By watching that they are in problem I thought that its my duty to help them. but now I realized that they didn't had any intentions to pay me my money back.
I discussed with my father sometimes about this, I have found that he also has same disease. Sometimes I think that we are not made for caring a shop. We are not good at deceiving people. We will make a terrible politician. Now that people can cheat us easily, I begin to think that are we good or an idiot who can not survive in this big bad world.
World is BAD if You see it as BAD
We also have found some people, who gave us money even in their bad times. I have given a spare parts to a driver. His son was suffering from fever that time. So asked me to help him and he convinced me that he will pay me back. And he actually did it at right time. And whenever he need anything for his vehicle he visit our shop first. He also bring some of his colleague to visit us. so he became a marketing person for us. So our good deed came back from their.
Conclusion
I guess we all have seen something bad and good people. We should not stop doing good, it will come back to you in some way. People like those driver always their to make you believe that good is still their all you have to trust on them at the right time. Start giving and you will receive it in some way , hopefully good way :) .
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